I must say… Feeling numb is the most fucked up feeling ever, because you literaly don’t feel a thing and it just scares the living hell out of me.
And I know nobody will read this and nobody’s interested in my stupid ”problems” but I just really got to get this out of my system. And it’s not only this. I already felt fucking terrible because of many other reasons and now I feel even more numb.
Yesterday, when we were going out, I found out that my two best friends (my best ”guy” friend and my best ”girl” friend) like eachother. And I don’t like that. At all. I feel so stupid because I’m like this right now. But there’s also the thing that they didn’t tell me while I always thought they’d tell me everything.
The reason I’m ranting on this blog (I have three blogs) is because this is the only blog where I’m actually anonymous. None of my friends follow me. They know I have this blog, they just don’t know the URL. So, I’m sorry about this. But I just really need to rant at the moment.
I’m such a jealous, selfish and annoying brat. I can’t fucking stand myself.
If you’re interested in my personal blog, click on this link and you’ll find out.
I really was tired of the old name. I hope people won’t be confused now.